Drawing a line...

Its weird how things work.. between men and woman.. If u dont stick around much you wont really understand and get to know each other better... but if u stick around too much u tend to develop feelings.. which is a really weird thing.. there's always this thing which is call drawing a line.. which is total bullshit.. hahah.. well for me it is.. How can u draw a line when u see each other almost everyday, go through rough and happy times together, when you know that person in and out... and all that other crap.. well denial is a good way but... i notice something in mind fucking yourself.. its like a cup.. well u can fill it up as much as u can.. but i'll spill if u fill too much and you change another cup.. and you are stuck back in step one.. but how many times can u fill it?.. wont u run out of cups?.. sometimes denial can be so into us that when you fuck your mind so hard that u become and act stupid.. tolerate things, act, be who you are not, making them happy but you yourself are hurting by their happiness..

Im speaking in general.. it applies to everyone everywhere.. And it comes to a point where you see them throwing all the good relationships they have where you yourself are trying so hard to get into one with them.. and it really pisses you off.. especially when u are helping and wishing the realtionship to work out.. My advise is be honest.. go up to them and spill everything.. so what if things dont happen.. at least u got what u want them to know out.. you can actually refer this article to the one i did recently.. "good guys finish last"...

There's 2 ways in dealing with all this situations.. the dun give a fuck way and the just act like nothing happen way.. dun give a fuck way is confront and see what happens.. nothing happens.. dun give a fuck.. the just act like nothing happen way is just gulp what ever that u wanna do or say and shit it out the very next day.. hahaha.. figure of speech.. it'll be nice if human are able to shit emotions or memories that they dont want out... Well there is a saying... "God Works In Mysterious Ways"... damn right!...

*ps: this article is not based on me.. just F.Y.I..

Lap Sap

I went to Lap Sap yesterday with tracy and her frens.. Lap Sap is something like a electro even i think.. it was my first time there.. Oh my jesus christ man.. hahah.. layan electro kau kau wei.. no point blogging also.. i dunno what to say.. ahaha.. and i met up wit nick as well.. but couldnt take any pictures unfortunately... well as usuall the chicks there were massive.. so is the guys.. i drank so much that i practically peed beer.. hahaha.. figure of speech.. that practically sums up everything... lol...

Lap Sap

It was held in palate palatte.

The DJ.


My mom "Ms.Tracy Tan TT" promoting Lap Sap. Dunno why she ternga nga there also..


My cap tumpang Glamour.. Alot of ppl wei..


Yes, I do pose every now and then..


The Combination of the son and the matheR...


I dun even noe what facial expression is that on my face.


William, Me and Tracy


Drink Beer, Save Water

Polish Apples = Make anything happen...

I saw my previous post and i kinda laughed but a satisfied one.. hahaha.. i just wanna say that what ever i wrote there i was writing in a sane condition.. hahaha..
Anyways, had classes to today from 10 to 4.. yea i noe, its fucking hectic.. after class i went for foosball and a few round of pool.. and i met up wit mart and trac for dinner.. the usuall la..

Im a foosballer by the way but not a hardcore but the point is im not trying to show off that i can foos but i saw sumthing to day that happens everyday and anywhere.. U ever feel that sometimes u treat ppl extra nice just so that they will do something for u?.. and also to make them do it willingly.. POLISH APPLES.. but the ones i saw was like 10 times worst.. ok ill put it into situation where is more elaborated.. ok 1st situation, A plays foosball wit B (B is really good at foosball) and after they finish B was boasting bout his foosball and A agreed all the way, and the next thing u know B is teaching A how to do it.. but the funny thing is that if B wasnt around A will say that B is a jackass, asshole and all sorts of god forsaken names.. These kinda people is actually very smart.. they suck up to you know and fucks you later.. they learn from you and the next thing u know they are above you.. This also applies in college.. If u are good in kissing ass then you'll automatically be the lecturer's fav. student.. trust me on this.. full marks isnt a problem..

Im not saying its wrong but i actually salute this kinda people.. because they know how to play their cards right so to say.. They are smart in acting stupid.. hahaha.. these are the people that you have to becarefull of.. You cant really trust people nowadays.. the people now act so good that OSCAR is the least they can get.. I've seen girls that bitch about each other so much but when they meet each other they are like frens that know each other for 20 over years.. hahah.. i seriously dont know how they can do that(scratch head).. hahha.. seriously its funny how all this things work.. people nowadays are getting so two-face that they dont even know which one is the real ones.. you know to think of it.. everyone is actually two-face.. its whether they put it to full use or not.. so beware!.. hahaha...

Good guys finish last....

I was told once that nice or good guys finish last... hmmm...
To think bout it.. it is very true.. u wanna know y?.. this is not a sexist statement but the female gender dun really appreciate this particular "guys".. hahaha...(i've seen fucking pariah guys with very nice girls)U wanna hear the most mind fucking break up line that i have ever heard?.. "I love u very much but i just feel that the relationship is too perfect".. okayyy.. so for a guy, how would u feel?.. should u take it as a compliment or and insult?.. so you will start thinking.. "hmmm maybe i should beat my next girlfriend to avoid all this perfection".. "I think i should cheat on her and tell her".. "ooohhh better yet i'll do that all at the same time".. You noe all this kinda shit.. i mean for fuck sake.. isnt the female gender always looking for the perfect this and perfect that?.. u know sometimes i think that even they them self dont know what they want.. Why does fucked up guys always get the girls that we are looking for and the girls that were suppose to be with them some how always end up being with this particular "guys"?.. I guess thats how it works..

And there is always uncertainty in them.. full of doubts.. "Omg i found the right guy but im not really sure either i just need someone or he really is the one".. but all this is very common.. god knows why but it is..

But the one thing that pisses me off the most is "players", in another words sluts or whores.. well usually players refers to guys more.. anyways, i wanna ask the million dollar question.. Why do u cheat on your boyfriends?.. i've been searching for that answer for a long time but i cant seem to find an answer for it.. Well if your guy is fucked up then i wouldn't blame you.. but he is not.. dont it ever matter to you all that when u cheat it doesnt only involve you and your guy.. what will happen to the third party?.. U fuck and fuck and fuck and then what?.. u just decide that hmmm im getting kinda bored fucking a single guy... maybe i should try others..

Feelings and human emotions are taken so lightly by these kinda people.. First you make them feel bad because they know that you have a guy in you life.. second you start of as though you were head over heels for him.. next thing you know you are fucking everything you see..

Never mind all that, all i want to say is that how can anyone (female/male) cheat?..

I've spoke to girls and guys about all this and all they can reply me is "we are still young ma.. play onli laaa..." well thats a really fucking mature answer.. I dun think the idea of cheating knows any age.. and then rumuors start spreading and you can hear almost a thousand versions of stories.. rumuors that are filled with lies and deceiving facts.. If you ballsy enough to even cheat or play people then have the balls to face the fucking music then.. You make as though you are the fucking victim.. good guys finish last really lives up to its name.. well thats the advantage of being a female.. always the fucking victim in almost everything.. For those who are in this kinda situation i have a something to say... Those who speak does not know, those who know does not speak..

Finals...

I have a word for this month... which is FUCK...

I'm having my finals on the 13th... and my books remains untouched... good rite... well... its better if its last minute.. i am a very very very last minute person... but i dun think im the only one... so for the next 2 or 3 weeks my blog is going to be extra boring... im just gonna blog bout finals finals finals...

Anyways today was olso another normal life.. woke up and talk to my four walls and headed out for lunch wit my mom, rhianna and her fren... and then went to racks... waited for red and headed to pyramid... that hero went there just to buy one shirt... lol... after that we headed to ac... (i dun understand y there is so many ppl in ac... dun they get sick of it?.. its like the whole subang is in there.. well anyways).. red and i decided to play COD*... but unfortunately we didnt only play COD but crysis and moto gp and fifa and NFS and counter strike...

Next destination was canai.. met up wit martin and tracy.. went yam chaing.. and now back to my room.. pathetic i know... but what bothers me most is still my FINALS haih...

*Call Of Duty

boring...

U noe sometimes i think that if something fun happens in my life it will be abnormal... i mean u cant blame me rite... my normal life is consist of boring, boring and errrmmm boring...

Anyways.. woke up at 5 today... lepak in tracys house untill around 8 then red came over and we went for dinner... played a few rounds of foosball and then back to tracys house... and im back to the four walls all over again... hmmmm... i think i need to get a life... anyone with me?...